Last week was a really bad one. I realised that everyone move on without me. The person I cared so much moved on after leaving me by side, and that’s still hurting. I don’t manage to let it go. Every day I have a thought about her and that doesn’t help.
Ma family moves on to. My sister had a baby almost 2 weeks ago, and with my mum who’s here to help her, they live something new without me. Fanally, my sister offered to my mother evertyhting she dreamed about and I could’nt because I chose a different life? And after talking with my mum yesterday, I realised that I was a kind of disappointement for her. And it’s not really pleasant to feel this way.
Hope this week will be better!